i have no idea wat 2 say
i m just hoping by the time i m reading this again isA i d b much much much better in my life than now
i wanted eni agieeb emtiaz fei kol elmawad ,......kont 3aiza ashoof " m" fei kol elmawad ya tara dah 7asal ?
w kont 3aiza at3lm java CCNA plc ,..... dah 7asal bardo ?
kont 3aiza abda2 fel CCNP wel CCSP
w eh 27 bar el smart home project wel security measures ? ,... did u start ur life s mission ?
how many friends did i gain ? ,......coz i have none left to lose frankly
w how s me wit my parents ? ,....ya tara ba2iet bas3ed mom zai ma kont 3aiza w ba7 rog m3a dad zai ma kont 3iza w bahrag w ad7ak m3a mido w b2na as7ab as i ve always wanted ?
ya tara 3mlt eh Ramdan eli fat ,...... hal lessa mwazba 3al sala till now ? ,.... hal lessa ba2ra el kor2an w bakieem el leil ,.....hal f3lan tobt w ba2iet zai ma kont 3aiza daiman ?
ya tara 3mla eh m3a 3eilt sherif ,......kan nefsi daiman yeb2o 3elti w do3a2 my sis ,.....w no7 rog sawa w netbst ,...ya tara el ayam arabt wala ba3edt bena ,.....w ya tara ana lessa sa7 ifa w mesh bklmhom awi ?
w tee 3amel eh ? ,.....3mlien eh sawa ,..... ya tara lessa m3a b3d ? ,......ya tara 3refna e7na 3aizien eh ? ,....w 3refna han3mel eh ?,.....do u still smile when u watch him driving ? ,... do u still miss him b4 u sleep @ night or when u r sad & need a hug ? ,..... ya tara ama bnz3l men b3d b2na bntsal7 3ala tool wala bn3od bel ayam ?
u knw ,.....from here ,.......i just hope u had a better year ,......the best in college ,..... the one u really deserve ,......i hope u gained ur selfconfidence & love 4 urself back ,...... bec it d be extremly bad if u didnt till now
blv me ,....live ur life wit those u love ,......coz right now i regret letting many ppl go ,..... i hope u had better friends , better family , better college year , more smiles , genuine laughs & the purest love in ur heart for the next part of ur life ,..........coz i m nearly over by now or may b i m totally over ,..... & it s ur choice to start this part of ur life wit a totally diff attitude ,..... to have ur dreams a reality ,..... to have the life u always wanted ,...... & remember it; s called " el donia " heya aslan ta7t ,.......so dnt ever make it up 3ndek :)
RABENA yehdiki w yerdiki w yetoob 3liki w yewaf2ek leli fieh el 7 ieer liki ,...... la ellah ela ALLAH :),....... Mo7amed rasoul ALLAH :) |